Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Exhausted

Hubs went to Japan for 8 days and I have felt like I never got any rest..I am so tired that I am catching a cold..or have some sort of horrible sinus infection..whatever it is it doesn't feel good..sore throat, headache, body aches, and plugged nose and spitting out chunky stuff that is occasionally red..=( BOOOOOOOOOOOOO he just got home today which makes me feel a little relief that I won't be scrambling around trying to get everything done..I don't know how single mothers do it. I give them all the credit for managing on their own..including my own mom until I was bigger..=) I am starting to believe all the talk about once you are 30 everything is downhill..it's coming true!!! Between my knee being in pain, my eye that supposedly has a stye that seems to NOT go away for weeks now, sinus problems, and anxiety...could any more things be happening to my body at one time!??!?!?!?

I swear, when I was younger, all I wanted to do was grow up and be on my own. Now that I am older I wish I could be a kid again and not have the daily stress about money and life! I am so tired of living every month stressing out about bills and hoping we have enough to cover everything..not that we don't have a great life..we do. It's just tiring trying to make ends meet all the time. Complain complain complain LOL I have to vent somewhere right??!?!? LOL

Z has become an amazing human..his cast came off yesterday and he's just extra careful with his elbow hahaha....R is growing so fast it's scary and sad..I want him to be a little baby forever!!!!!


my stye eye =(






chili and garlic cheesy ciabatta from the previous post